Friday, July 5, 2013

My Expressions about 1923

OMG! 1923 was too much for me to take in. When I read this chapter I don't know how to feel. It makes me feel a type of way that I can't explain. I don't think I could go through the things the people go through in this chapter. If I was living at this time I know I would go crazy. I think the thing that got to me is Sula watched her own mother burn. I would not just stand and watch my mama burn. I know for a fact I would try everything in my will to put that fire out. Even though my mother and I don't get along I would still be there no matter what. My mama is my heart. I love that woman to death. She can do this and that but I still love her no matter what. She's a single mother and she raised my sister and I by herself. I learn each everyday you have to appreciate what you got before it's too late. I wonder how Sula feels about not having her mother around anymore. I don't think she care because that's the type of person she is. I feel like she only cares about herself. If I lost my mama it would be the end of the world for me. I would have a hard time moving on with life not knowing that my mom is not there. It's hard for me right now to be 5 hours away from her. Its something I'm trying to get use to. Eventually I will but as for now I don't think so. Eva to me has a lot of courage. To throw yourself out of window takes a lot courage. I would have did the same thing if I was Eva. Class is going okay. I need to get my grammar under control. For some reason I'm having a hard time with it. I don't seem to know why. I don't know what to do about it. I could start studying more or get some help from someone. One thing I know for sure I need to start managing my time better than what I do now. I think by doing that it would help me out a lot. Lately I been stressed out. Things are bothering me. I'm in love with someone and I like someone. I'm torn between the two. That's all I have to say. Until next time...